Country: Auckland, New Zealand. Date to Memoralise: 6th August
My beautiful Noah,
I held you for a little while, but I’ll hold you in my heart now and forever. I wanted to keep you, I wanted to watch you grow up with your older siblings and I wanted you to be with us on earth.
I will forever struggle with choosing to grieve you instead of choosing to give you life. I’m sorry I was scared. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to face the what if’s. I’m sorry this is the path that was chosen for you and I’m sorry you never got to truly live.
You will always be with me, your dad, and your older siblings. I look forward to being able to hold you again.